You deserve - UNITED

Gah, I cannot wait until next week. And the week after. And the week after. And the weeks after that.

It's almost Christmas. That was fast. OH NOOOO Christmas shopping. I have no moneyyyyy T.T Okay everyone's probably gna get like a handmade little.. I dno what can I make.. I can make boxes. Ok that's it everyone's gna get boxes! YEAH!

Yea probably not, I'll put effort into it :)

So anyway. Yay I finished formal shopping yesterdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy :))))))))))))))

Woohohoohoohoohoohoooo and not only did I get the GREEN DKNY Be Delicious, but I also got the red one :) YAYYY I love not-working.

It's great.

But you get bored. So I'm reading old emails. And they're freaking hilarious. Oooh I found somebody's password. Maybe I will try it......or maybe not.

HAHAH, omgggg ok Vanna and I must've sent these emails during school.. when we were pretty much sitting next to each other in the library.

And this is a joke she included..

Man: Did I ever tell you the joke about the high wall?
Woman: No
Man: Dw, you'll never be able to get over it.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA LOLLLLLLLLLLLL

LOL ok I found another one. Not from Vanna though.

"I drove today.. (is drove a word?)"

LOLLLLL ok I dno why I found that funny.

Ah I miss school :(

I miss everyone :( I miss our little table with the dirt ring around it because we stood around it so much and squashed the grass :( I miss laughing at the boys :( I miss laughing with the girls :( I miss PD lessons especially when Olive and Mikaelian start paying out Beachy and telling Suyin the same story I do every PD lesson :( I miss English lessons where we'd be like making faces and playing the rhyming game :( I miss Maths with Kellie & Duffy and silently giggling at Mrs T's miss-pronounciation of words.. like.. "committee" (I LOVE MRS T!!) :( I miss Bio & being able to look really weird at Mia and Ria when they decide to sing all the Disney songs they know :( I miss junior science when we used to glue our hands :( I miss science in Y10 with Josie+Maz+Manno+Cat+Rohit+Jong+everyone and the eye-twitching and when Manno set Josie's hair on fire :( I miss Modern with Ms Ward :( I miss sitting on the hill with Kat :( I miss VA when it would automatically be the bitching period for everyone :( I miss our free periods :( I miss Y9/10 music with Ms Zapral :( I miss Y9/10 Geo+History with Joy+the boys :( I miss the camps :( I frikking miss SNOW CAMP that was so funnnn and playing a crazy game of retarded charades on the bus with Nat who is the best guesser even though my actions were not really related to the subject [that seriously was the best bus ride back from camp ever] :(

And I still remember in Year10 History Competition when out of the 4 boys, one would put all A's, another would put all B's etc.

They got detention and had to do it again aaahahahah.

Since I'm bored easily and a lot these days, there'll probably be plenty of random updates :)

So it's with everything I am
I reach out for Your hand
The hope for change
The second chance I've gained

[edit: about 30 seconds later]

Okay I found this on Vanna's blog and I couldn't resist!!!!

WRITE WHAT'S EXACTLY ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT!

1. Your ex and you = [edit] hmmmm [/edit]

2. I am listening to = Broken - Lifehouse

3. Maybe I should = go out and party

4. ...HEY WHERE'S NUMBER 4!!!

5. Chocolate is = an enemy. But a delicious one.

6. I don't understand = what building a healthy public policy means, but that's over now

7. I have lost my respect for = ahahahaha..... .... .. .. .. ... .. .. ..

8. I last ate = a hotdog. And some juice.

9. The meaning of my display name = Umm.. well it's just my name atm.

10. God = good

11. Someday = ummm.. I'll get you something

12. I will always remember = school?

13. Love seems to be = evol backwards.

14. I never ever want to lose = my sanity

15. My Myspace is = mad. Ok not really.

16. Tomorrow I will = go shopping. Again.

17. I get annoyed when = Kat chews with her mouth open in my face

18. Parties = coming soon. Very soon. Let's go nuts

19. Simple kisses = from boys? Yay.

20. Today I = got really colourful underwear ^^ Bonds Kaleisiedeiscope or however you spell it. I just had to get them :))))))

21. I wish = for a better end.

Fall into you - Able

The 31st of October shall forever remain the day..

..THAT I FINISHED HSC.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Anyway, on the way back home from shopping, my mum goes "YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO WEAR YOUR SCHOOL UNIFORM AGAIN!!"

Sad :(

This is some of what I remember of school these past 6 years...

# Snow camp! And wearing pants that had a really low crotch but were not waterproof. So when me and Helena sat on the snow or were rolling around or whatever we were doing, our pants got wet. "HEY.. I THINK MY UNDIES ARE GETTING WET FROM THE SNOW!!!" "Aw, now it looks like we peed ourselves..."

# Year 10 formal. That was fun I think. OH and then Nat's afterparty where it was like 3-4am in the morning and everybody was sleeping except for Nat who was still running around singing and dancing haha "OMG NAT GO TO SLEEP"

# The period of time between trials and HSC.

# Camps. I can't really remember which camp in particular (except for snowcamp) but I think all of them were okay. HAHAH YEAR 10 GEO CAMP AND THE PYGMY POSSUMS

# Moving from the shed. To the bottom oval. To the basketball courts. To the oval again. Then back to the courts. Well I think we went back to the oval... =/

# Year 7 peer support with Lindy. STATUE OF LIBERTY! And annoying our leader Michael until he got angry with us.

# Variety/Music nights. BAULKO IDOL LOL

Okay I really can't actually remember anything else in detail. Apart from stacks-on and stuff like that. Go Retards lol.

Anyway, I'll leave you all with a picture of these flowers I have in my room atm :) They're my favourite :)

Have your way here
Keep me afloat 'cause I know I'll sink without you
Take this ocean of pain that is mine
Throw me a lifeline

New shoes - Paolo Nutini

[insert bad word. I had it written here but then I felt bad and took it down]

But this song and this picture made me happy :)

And this song. I love this song. Makes me happy. It's just so happy.

Oh when you were young
Did you ever love someone
So much you couldn't bear the thought of losing them

What I've done - Until June

I hate daylight savings >=(

I was looking through photos and I found this one and I thought I'd post it up because I like it :) It's funny because it looks like:

- Vanna's doing some.. dance thing
- I'm trying to fly or prancing. Or both
- I don't know what Yan's doing but it looks so funny :)

Tied around the mess I've made
The air I breathe much harder everytime I speak
The words you've heard a thousand times
I've tried before but now I feel like letting go
Of everything that hurts the most

The chords to this fits the other Kingston song featuring Paula Deanda. Hahahaha, copied juuust a little bit.

Anyway.

English is over wooooohoooooooo *parties hardcore with a streamer*

Went on the boredofstudies site right, and read the posts that people put up about the AOS paper. And lol.. I found this..

.... hahahahahhhah. Well whoever this was who only wrote 1.5 pages for their AOS essay and 2.5 for their creative writing story... I wish you the best of luck. Unless your 1.5 pages was superbly written. Then you probably don't need the luck and will pwn us all.

Yeah, but that made me feel better :)

Woooooh soldier on towards Modern History!

Only 8 days until I'm finished. Yay!

I'd take another chance
Take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new

[edit 5:34pm Sunday 21/10/07]

Nothing

Oh gottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt..

><"

There's nothing - Sean Kingston ft. Paula Deanda

Well, that was crap.

T.T

I hate you.

I feel like this kid right here..

But I'm not going to do that face because it looks gay hahahaha

Ah modules *crying waving arms face*

Ahhhh modern *battering keyboard with face emoticon*

Ahhhh HSC-in-general *jumping off a building emoticon*

The union was far from harmonious
No two people could have been more alone than us
The years would go by and he'd love someone else
And I realised I hadn't been loved yet myself

Baby love - Nicole Scherzinger ft. Will.I.Am

HAHAHA. Just had an intense battle with Kellie online. It's where you use paint on msn. And you think of something to draw, and first one to draw it wins.

So I'm going to post our rounds up.

1) Dinosaur:

I won this one.

2) Elephant-man:

Kellie wins this one. It's just so cute.

3) Transformers:

Kellie wins this one. But only JUST. Because you can't tell mine's Bumblebee :(

4) Last round - us failing HSC b'cause we play these games instead of studying:

I win this one because Kellie's is just a pile of CRAP. Literally.

SO. Hehehehe that was funnnnn. It's very entertaining when you're bored out of your mind and you don't want to study :)

Watch the sunlight peak over the horizons
The sun aint the only thing that's shining
Now I'mmmmma send you out into the world with my love

Slow me down - Emmy Rossum

Makes me sad.

I have a box of chocolates to my left and behind me. But the ones behind me are crap. The ones on my left however.... mMMmmMmmMmmm

I watched 300. I like it. I love Spartans. I know why everyone likes Spartans now. Because they rock.

I like Astinos. He died T.T

I'm not sure if that's Astinos, it could be any of those 299 other guys but still, I like the photo because it looks mad. So let's pretend that's him.

Kay, stuff English I'm going to watch 300 again.

BYE.

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

[edit 11:45am 1/10/07]

Come right out and say it - Relient K

Just had a sad moment & decided to blog it. Was looking at my msn contact list and I had groups like "Baulko girls" and "boys". Then I realised.. we're not really there anymore are we :(

So I had to reorganise it :( So I made a new contact group which says "BHHS 07". I didn't even know I had that many contacts from our grade o.O

Oh well. Was a pleasant surprise. Found many other random contacts and I don't even know who they are. Like some guy called "Johnny". Ok =/

So.. that's it.

I smell like BBQ from last night.
No scary train story for me :) Wish I could have stayed longer with you guys and at least play SingStar :( Maybe after HSC!

Who can explain the Vietnam War to me T.T

And all you feel now is the scarlet in the day
Even if it's real, you can't stay
So there you go..
You're gone for good
There you go..
You're gone for good...

I need you - Relient K

Hmmmmm

T.T

Don't have much to say, really. But here they are in 3 simple sentences. And it applies to everyone. Everyone at Baulko I mean. Baulko class of 07. Because we rock. And are ulti-cool. Like an icecream...

I love you. I miss you. Aaaaaand goodluck :)

Wheeeeeeeeeeee yesterday-yesterday was quite fun. An hour of walking later, I was $33 poorer and was not happy haha, the food was okay but had a good time anyway.

Didn't want to leave so early :( But my mum would have killed me if I got home the same time as everybody else. So caught a train home with Pulkit. If we had left even 2 minutes later than we did, we would have had to wait 56minutes for the next train.

Met man on the train. Was not good T.T Glad I was getting off the stop at Epping.

So ends our whole schooling time. Have not yet started studying for HSC. Oh no. I'm too hungry. I can't start nowwwwwwwwwwwwww T.T

Thought this would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see
That instead it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

Mighty to save - UNITED

School's out. For real.

AND I DON'T LIKE IT T.T I thought I would love it, but I don't :( Not that much anyway. And I couldn't cry today either (like Vanna hehe) otherwise I'd get the massivest panda eyes and I'd look like a freak. More than usual anyway :(

WELL, managed to get lots of pictures :)

Happyhappy group. Gah Ian is so tall.

Amanda and I have known each other since we were 4 years old. That's like.. 13 years of my life. We have been friends and gone to the same school for 13 years. Vow.

So yeah. Picnic tomorrow.

Oh God I'm sad :(

Graduation assembly. I'm going to cry when I sing. It's going to be horrible. Block your ears. Otherwise I might deafen you. And blind you.

GAHH I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE.

And if you like, some other time
I would like to introduce you to the finer things
If we survive, get out alive
I'd like to say how beautiful I think you are